Day 1: Bec, Mei, Sam, Zeynna, Jhed, Karla,
Day 2: Vicky, Lyka, Jam, Pau, Lian, Gela, Chabs, LA, Vinch
It’s my second day, and yeah, every passing day just keeps getting better and better. I feel lighter, free, and gay. Though I receive reactions from my friends that’s really… masakit, you know, it’s okay. It’s not there fault naman na biglain ko sila na, “Hey! I’m gay!”.
All is well that ends well. I just hope na habang tumatagal, mas magiging matatag pa ako. And na hindi ako matakot na iface iyong mga challenges and the consequences of being a gay guy.
Anyway, I just read his latest blog entry. And man, define masakit talaga. If ever man magkaroon ng “US”, wala rin, he still loves his ex-man. And will always will daw. Can’t help but cry. Pero ayon, I want him. I really want him.
The moment I wake up, siya na iniisip ko. Before I sleep, siya pa rin. And in my dreams, wah, walang patawad. Like, I text him from time to time to check him up. If how he’s taking the situation. Love na ba ‘to? I dunno. I miss him. I miss him. I want to see him na ulit. 
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update: Noong gabi, nalaman na niya. Gawa noong status message na nilagay ko sa YM. I thought invisible ako sa kanya. Di pala. So ayon.
