Mermaids, Pedicab, and Gay Marriage

FHM AND MERMAIDS

after months of fhm hiatus, i, once again bought another issue. FHM 100! i’m not happy about the results though. marian, being the philippines’ finest? ugh! i hate her. i hate her. i hate her. why can’t people accept the fact that angel is deserving to be with a superior station. just compare abs with gma. see the difference? no doubt about it, abs shows are more worthy of watching than gma’s.

take for example, dyesebel. i know for a fact that mermaids can swim. then why are they crawling on gma’s version of dyesebel? see. now that’s cheap production.

*pang-asar sa dyesebel. “dyesebel! halika dito!”. tatalikod lamang si marian upang ipabatid sa mga manonood na siya ay palangoy na. (sige nga! langoy!) sabay lipat ng focus ng camera sa ibang character. lol. kaasar!

PEDICAB’S SHINJI

can’t wait to have my own copy. dance punk! yeah!

SHINJI! ILABAS MO NA ANG HELICOPTER!

ima grab a copy later this week. hep hep, hooray!

I-WITNESS

this week on i-witness, they’ll be showing a documentary about the recent legalization of gay marriage in california(?). it will be aired tonight. i’m not sure about the exact time though. but, it’s a must watch. if you’re fond of watching documentaries, then jot this on your list. it’s a not miss documentary.

P.S. i-witness lang ata ang karapat-dapat na panoorin sa gma.

Keep Me Inspired

so far, my first two weeks as a sophomore was great. i haven’t encountered any problems, yet. my quizzes are okay. i always submit my assignments on time (well, except for that 1×1 photo my instructor in econ11 asked me to bring). so far, so good.

this semester, i enrolled for 20 units plus an nstp course. i have 7 subjects all in all: cwts1, bio1, nasc2, cerp31, chem15, math14, and econ11. in short, i am once again fully-loaded this semester.

my first days in every class was great. way better from what i’ve expected.

you know what, i noticed one thing about me whenever i enter every subjects’ first class. i always look for an inspiration. yes, an inspiration. when i say inspiration, they are my classmates who make my head turn twice back at them. i’m not that particular with the looks. but what i am after is their “dating”.

i have a handful of inspirations this semester. which will surely make this semester exciting. well, at least for me.

inspiration list:

cwts1: karlo a.k.a. the taekwondo guy

bio1: the agri-guy sitting behind me (lecture).

nasc2: some frat guys and a friend’s friend.

cerp31: my blocmate, jutt.

chem15: my superfriend/blocmate, anton (lecture). and fidel casimiro jr., my lab groupmate.

math14: samboy, my boy-next-door.

econ11: some 08’s/the newbies (lecture). and my recitation instructor, sir mariano.

but one thing’s for sure, i’ll not make “landi” or anything. i’ll still stay discreet as possible, since only a few know about my sexuality.

College is fun, minus the “study” part.

tomorrow’s gonna be the start of a whole new semester. a whole new life, a whole new… life.

haha. i’ve been saying this every time a new semester starts. but still, my outlook towards academics is still dull. i dunno, but i’m not enjoying college. i’m just enoying the part where i get to have a 150 bucks allowance daily (the fact that the campus is just a stone’s throw away from my house. that’s a lot of moolah) and i get to see my friends. and that’s all. i really, really don’t like to study anymore.

like, i can’t see any sense in studying my course. i would’ve been more fascinated in studying if i’m taking up a course i truly love. a course i am passionate about: like multimedia arts, advertising, or favcomm. geez, i should’ve insisted the course i really wanted to take to my parents before i even entered UP.

oh well, another semester will start tomorrow! yipee. i can smell the scent of a newly-withdrawed moolahs.

but would i turn my back on passion for money?

Beware of this Downlink-er!

http://www.downelink.com/member/profile.aspx?id=539078
www.downelink.com/539078

the urls above is james whatever’s page.

earlier, he posted a bulletin sa downelink saying:

“For some odd reason dr r still many snooty & snob person! I dont know why!! For those who delete me sory itz not my lost! Those add up & dropby a good comment I really appreciate u a lot! il find time to make testi 4 all of u esp. to my Friends during downelink party HAHAHA

il see u in a little bit backt to you Downelink(~~,)LOL”

so my initiative was to correct his grammar. so i sent him a message with a more correct paragraph. i even suggested him to change his headshot for it might scare guys away. but i totally didn’t mean that he’s ugly or anything. i even told him that if the magenta hat and the wings are part of his personality. then, stick to it. di ba? don’t get me wrong, i’m being nice here.

i also told him to be yourself. and speak in a language he’s more comfortable at. saka i told him if he’s more fluent in tagalog, then don’t be ashamed about it.

but what did i get? here’s his reply:

“Honestly I dont nid ur “UNSOLICITED ADVICE” First its not Magenta its Pink?Haller r u Colorblind?How dare u JERK to correct me ur not my teacher at all? & also are you perfect in terms of English! Dont mess up w/me & mind your own MONKEY Business?ok u Claim that your from a Montessori? SO WHAT! ur so Tactless & Malign ur school must be ashamed of you!Look at your Photos first you look like a MORON w/Scarf takenote haha u better change it too bcoz ur so ANNOYING?! You u dont hv any values & very unEthical to say any badwords & Derogatory remarks againts me whats wrong w/u?U dont know me to say that ok! If ur bothered w/ my Bulletin then go to your nearest Psychologist bcoz ur suffering from “DOWN SYNDROME” HAHA you are a certified Pretentious, JUDGMENTAL,Silly! Its my prerogative to post what I feel?OK Come on ur so Ridiculous & Stupid to react that way! no wonder wla k Kausap noh? ur so CONCIETED try to humble urself first?my NEUROSIS kn kc?haha Lastly change ur Pictures too Mukha k kc MABAHO at all unQuote HAHAHA til then Low Grade Mammal?(^^,)”

here’s my reaction:

-duh, it’s magenta. saka if i’m colorblind, i would see a shade of blue instead of magenta. not magenta instead of pink no. stupid!
-i’m not perfect in terms of grammar no. i even told you sa messages ko na i’m not that good in grammar! i just corrected your message the way i knew grammar.
-i’m not trying to be malign to you no! wait, that must be a really big word for you. haha. oh yeah, you have a dictionary in hand while you’re responding to my messages. cool (insert sarcasm here)!
-if i look like a moron. ano ka pa with those wings and magenta hat? it’s magenta. magenta!
-i didn’t even say a single foul word. fuck? shit? moron? not a bit!
-derogatory? gosh, that must be a really big word for you. good job. you’re improving.
-what’s wrong with me? nothing. what’s wrong with you?!
-do you even know what a down syndrome patient looks like? they look exactly like…hmm?…YOU!
-i’m not being pretentious no.
-wala akong kausap? duh? downelink’s not my world. hindi sa downelink nagrerevolve ang life ko. saka duh? i choose my friends here at downelink. though i admit, i add guys who’s my type. and accept those who add me. and kasama ka doon sa mga nagadd sa akin. saka what did you say nga ba dati? that i’m cute and goodlooking? i totally disagree no. saka you’re only after the looks. now that’s a shame.
- spell check: concieted? di ba dapat conceited iyon?
-matagal na akong humble. it just doesn’t show. haha.
-neurosis? excuse me i’m not suffering form anxiety or depression. bakit ako magkakaneurosis? stupid.
-i look like mabaho? as if. you’re just saying that para bumaba self-esteem ko. well, sorry. i’m not affected. saka even though i look mabaho? it’s better to look mabaho than to smell mabaho no. you look and smell mabaho! and you’re so cheap-looking. you’re parang tambay sa kanto.
-low grade mammal? eh ikaw. no class mammal! wait, you don’t even look like a mammal. a reptile best describes you.
-saka pwede ba, remove those cellphone keypads from your computer. nakakairita eh. saka ang tunay na alphabet ay ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ hindi AVZDEePGetchIJKLMOfiQRZTUBWXYZ.

P.S. eto okay, sinasabi ko na ah. baka nakakalimutan mo na sinabi ko sa’yo. my grammar is not perfect, okay? saka i’m such a nice person no. pinuno mo lang ako. you stupid faggot!

want to see his photos? bilisin niyo nang kumain at baka mawalan ng gana.

eww no? so cheap. ang cheap cheap cheap cheap niya! naging nice pa naman ako sa kanya. pota siya. mukha daw ako mabaho? anong mas gugustuhin mo, gwapong mabaho o mukhang mabahong walang amoy na di kanaisnais/mabango? doon na ako sa latter!

My Student-Teacher Relationship Reverie

gosh, i so miss my physics professor. weird. this may sound absurd but i think i am starting to fall for him. i miss his smile, his laugh, his jokes, his facial hair, his stories, and everything about him. i know he’s way older than me. but what do you care? i am the one obsessed here, not you. he may be silent at times, but that makes me even crave for him more.

when i first saw him, i thought of him as a weirdo and a lax person. but after days of listening to his lecture, i began to have this certain feeling that i would like him. and so i did. i almost fell on my knees when he treated us dinner. even more when he invited us to swim with him at a nearby resort. i always loved professors who show attachment to their students.

then again, he treated us dinner at kfc the other day. i made the atmosphere happy. i joked, i screamed, i laughed, i talked. i want to impress him, i want to make him smile. and i was victorious. he laughed, he joked back, and the rest will be forever a keepsake. it was a mutual feeling. haha.

i don’t know. but i think he’s not gay. well, i don’t care, i still like him.

you see, i don’t usually fall for guys who are straight. i always fall for someone with a little bit of femininity on their body. i love guys who have fats in the right places, facial hair, average looking, and short. he may not be short, but hey, i already fell for him. which changed my belief about statements with “-does not matter” at the end. “height does not matter”, and i’ll stick to that… until my feelings for my professor fade.

am i too assuming again? am i over-daydreaming? i hate this about myself. i always imagine my future with someone i am not even sure if HE likes me.

oh sir, be with me or i’ll die young (i’m only seventeen).

and for the record, i don’t “lust” him. and never will i fall for someone for the reason of lusting. and oh, this is my third time to fall for someone, and someone older.